× The Irritant ×

Zalaena Cloudsworn.
Crystal | Mateus.
EST.

god forbid i forget you

i'll hold to whatever comes through.

the darkness swallowing me whole,
could never strip me of your soul.

play guide.

i know i'm out of sight.

rules.

ooc.

18+ only, please.
I will not do noncon, one-shots or ERP in general. People get weird, man. Don't be weird. I'm fine with the build up but it will be faded at some point.
IC is not OOC, should go without saying honestly.
My characters explore a few 'darker' themes that may be considered triggering. This is the only warning.
If issues of any sort ever arise, please come to me. I'm pretty tame and I would rather have the awkward conversation than allow negative feelings to fester, even if I'm blissfully oblivious to them. This is supposed to be fun for everyone, including you and that can't happen without proper communication. <3

Hi, hello! I'm 30+, married and have been RPing for over 20 years.Large crowds and new people make me anxious but I absolutely love walkups!Prone to random afks.I enjoy playing supporting characters for others stories so if you have any ideas you've been sitting on feel free to throw them my way as I have a large roster!

but am i out of mind?

and when i close my eyes,

i dream i'll see you
in the afterlife.

Arrow Up

dossier.

you want to get the girl.

  name.    zalaena.
  age.    27.
  race.    miqo'te.
  birthday / nameday.     june 12th.
  astrological sign.   gemini.
  gender.     female.
  pronouns.     she/her.
  sexuality.     straight, she thinks.

  height.     4'11.
  weight.     103 ponzes.
  hair color.     ever shifting. currently white.
  eye color.     a milky iridescence.
  skin tone.     porcelain.
  notable features.     A large tattoo spans across her back from her right bicep to her left thigh in vibrant inks centered around a crescent moon at her spine which blooms numerous flowers, while a dreamcatcher takes up the majority of her outer thigh. Dual scars stripe her throat. Another duo rests along her abdomen, one horizontal just beneath her belly button while the other runs vertically beside it. Various other knicks and old gunshot wounds can be found on her.

  job occupation.     thief | confined space mechanic & welder | bookkeeper
  place of origin.     unknown.
  home.    a house in Mists.
  family.     brother: Dae Bizro.
  marital status.     married.
  playlist.   ♫♪♫
  tumblr.   if you're into that, can be found here.

  d&d alignment.      chaotic neutral.
  mbti.     enfp-t.
  likes.     tinkering. magitek. baking. 'painting'. playing piano. reading. running.
  dislikes.     chiming earrings. silence. aether that crackles.
  virtues.   supportive. tenacious. creative. adventurous. affectionate.
  flaws.     overly emotional. impulsive. childish. anxious. murderous (ahem).

you want to win the fight.

personality. Impulsive with a bit of a temper though she is usually kind and friendly enough, even to those who may not deserve it and she is far, far too forgiving. Emotion rather than logic tends to dictate her actions which has lead to numerous conflicts over the years, but she's working on that. ^tm

headcanon one. Zalaena often starts her mornings with a run, usually preferring forested terrain for a variety of reasons.
headcanon two. She suffers from a violent bloodlust, mostly due to various emotional traumas and lately has managed to get a grasp on some control over it though don't expect her to hang around bloody environments for long when amongst friends and those she cares about. Being so careful about it, she's often overlooked as just being 'squeamish'. She prefers it that way.
headcanon three.Locales she lingers around are oft plagued with rumors of men having their hearts displaced. Torn free from arteries and vessels yet left within their chest, an odd thing indeed.
headcanon four. Her informal manner of speech and 'accent' stems from injury and years spent pretending to speak a certain way. It is purely a habit she cannot break, rather than truly regional.

.

you want to be a God.

STATS	RATING
health	★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
strength	★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
tenacity	★★★★★★★★☆☆
stamina	★★★★★★☆☆☆☆
intelligence	★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆
dexterity	★★★★★★★★★☆
perception	★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆
creativity	★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆
charisma	★★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆
social skills	★★★★★★☆☆☆☆
empathy	★★★★★★★★★☆
confidence	★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆

you want to be a star.

you want to blame another.

but this time you went too far.
fuck it, the whole worlds gone mad.

Arrow Up

hooks.

i think i saw you in my sleep
darling,

hook one. You've been in/around Shady's.hook two. Maybe her nutkin, Haerin, stole something from you? Or maybe he's just been mean mugging in your direction. If I have the minion out, feel free to interact with him!hook three. Maybe you've heard about her bombs? Glitter and bathbombs, of course! She'd never create something so dangerous! . . .

more coming soon.

hook four. Maybe you just want conversation?hook five. I don't know, I'm bad at these. Just walk up! ♥

i promise. maybe.

i think i saw you in my dreams

you were stitching up the seams

on every broken promise
that your body couldn't keep.